Bad luck

Today was a day full of bad luck! It started early in the morning and only got worse as the day went on. I'm glad I'm home now. The bus line was so long I swear! And it was a super cold day today. Well, there was something good that happened that I can't stop thinking about. I'm listening to music right now. And I'm watching the voice later it's the live shows finally. Thank god there's no school tomorrow! School is seriously so long and I hate it. I really just want to be home when I'm at school. If you guys walked a mile in my shoes, you would understand why I hate school so much. I get so many hateful comments everyday. Sorry but it doesn't get funny after the fiftieth time hearing it. Actually, it wasn't even funny hearing it the first time but at least I tried to laugh it off. I hate dealing with all of this. How would you like it if it was you? Would you still be laughing if it was you? My friends don't understand what I'm going through. I want to transfer schools really bad for many reasons but one of the reasons is these people. I don't know what people get out of bringing someone else down. Does it make you feel better? I remember there were days when I went home asking what's wrong with me? What's wrong with being me? I don't understand. It's so hard being me. I just want to be accepted for who I am. I just want to feel like I'm something. I want to belong but I'm just standing on the outside looking in.