Hope

   Well, me and my friend Judy finally started talking again. I finally got the courage to talk to her. I was mad at her for a while. Halloween night was when it all happened. Today some things made me change. I still wish I had the courage to do so many other things. I should be really proud for speaking up for myself in English though. I still need bravery because I want to tell this guy I need my space. I don't like him and I don't think I ever will, not to sound mean to him. It's true though. 
    I really hope next week will be a lot better. I'm so scared though. There's a huge burden I carry. I feel like I am carrying the world on my shoulders. From transferring high schools to feeling worthless about myself. I do feel worthless a lot of the times. I'm hoping for the better. I saw something on Facebook with Demi Lovato's picture on it and then it said if she got through it then you will to. Something like that.... I think that really gave me some hope. I know that Demi struggled herself with bullying and she self-harmed. I was sad hearing her story in a interview. If she got through it and stayed strong I probably will to. After losing hope in so many things, I think I feel like I shouldn't feel hopeless anymore. 
  
Anyways, here are some pictures from this week....

   My niece <3 she's getting bigger everyday.

   Yes, this is how I look like. I finally showed you guys how I look like. I look weird in this picture though. 

    This is from a few minutes ago, outside my balcony.