Sad Days

It's one of those days where I don't want to do anything. My eyes are swollen, my hair feels sticky, my clothes are wet. It's funny how the outside weather matches my mood perfectly. I'm tired from a long hard week. I've cried too much this week. The rain is going to be here for the whole day. I'm not going to feel any better at school. I want to cry so bad. It's just impossible to feel okay. 

That was Friday. I was quiet and depressed throughout the whole day. Everything just felt so wrong. As I get nearer to the end of the year, I feel worse. I know for a fact that when school is out I will be the happiest girl ever. Well, hopefully. On Saturday, I was at home being a couch potato. I snacked on junk food and watched shows. My mom wasn't at home yelling at me but when she got home she did yell at me. Today is Sunday. I am out right now for a late lunch. It's boring because I'm with family. The weather is getting hotter in New York. I actually don't like hot weather at all. I would love for it to be cold all-year-round. I'm still not home yet. My mom is still looking at baby clothes for my niece. I got a dress today and I'm hoping it looks nice on me.