A Boring Life

November 28th, 2015

I just want to do something, yet there is never anything to do. I sit at home every weekend staring at my phone or computer screen. I don't have any friends to hang out with. I always complain that no one wants to hang out with me. It really does feel that way a lot. I feel so let down time after time after people invariably say the same thing. My dad said he's going to let me work at his restaurant. However, it's in a different state. Also, I bet there is a 99% chance that it won't happen. I was getting my hopes up high on the day that he told me. Now, I realize that I should just not because it most likely won't happen. 

I actually signed up to volunteer as a reading tutor a while ago. However, I decided to quit before I even started to volunteer. The reason being it was too far and in a bad neighborhood. I auditioned for the school play a couples of months ago. I performed a monologue from Alice in Wonderland for my audition. I thought I did good. However, I didn't get a part in the play, which was a huge bummer. I guess I just wasn't what they were looking for.

I have been doing so much better in school than I use to. I have no idea why. Maybe the teachers are way too easy or the classes are way too easy. I have no honors or AP's. Quite frankly, I have never been a 90's student. At the end of sophomore year, I got my first 90 average on my report card. I have always been more of a 80's student. I am a junior in high school, and I am suppose to be worrying about SAT's, colleges, and whatnot. However, I try not to think about it so much. Well, mostly I don't know what to do. It's like I'm driving a car on a straight road. I keep driving, but I have no idea where I am going. I have no directions or a map.

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                               As always,
                                                Lisa :)