Too Much to Take In

I don't know what to think at the moment. It really sucks because it is the same thing over. It feels like I don't have faith anymore. I don't know whether to trust anyone. I am just glad I have my job starting soon because I won't be home all the time. Hopefully, my job will keep my mind off of some things. I don't want to talk about this much but I really just wanted to write a little. I was glad things were going great because I had a really rough year. I still have to go to court and that is another story. I have noticed my memory is getting even worse. I am going to need some time to sort out all my problems. I tend to run away from them though which is so me! I honestly don't feel like talking to anyone right now. I kind of cried a little before but now I feel a bit better. I just don't know what to do. I guess I am feeling so many different types of ways all at once. Sometimes my friends are right and I'm afraid to say maybe they were right this time. I wonder what I was thinking. Anyway, I am going to try my best not to be gloomy. How is everyone's summer going? I wish I was going somewhere this summer! I may or may not be going to Niagara Falls. Last summer's adventures were filled with so much excitement and joy. I miss it so much! My best friends said I am always traveling. I am lucky to have gone to so many cool places. Well, let's see how my first job experience turns out. Wish me luck!