Stressed Out

I've been so lazy lately. I've just been sitting around on either my phone or computer. I procrastinate way too much. Lately, it's gotten worse. I'm so stressed out and I get so much anxiety from things that are occurring in my life right now. I think my phone and my computer are both distractions. I couldn't sleep before because my mind is always crowded with thoughts. How do you stop thinking about something or someone? It's so hard...

Boys are so weird and confusing but girls are probably the same way to them. Does he like me or not? He says things sometimes that make me feel like he likes me. His name is Alexandre. I really hope he doesn't come across my blog. It would be super awkward and embarrassing if he ever read this. Yeah, I kind of like him. I wish I could read his mind because he's super confusing. I don't even know what he thinks of me. I'm probably just another girl to him. 

High school results are coming soon!! I can't wait. I'm praying that I get into the school I want. It's really important I get in. I don't think I could survive another year at the school I'm going to right now. I don't like my guidance counselor. That's not the reason why I want to switch schools though. I go to her for a reason. She's just another one of those people who tell you to ignore the problem. It's easy for you to say that because you're not the one going through the problem.